3 days overdue.

Ugh! Lol. I am trying to not think about the fact that she is still in there, but of course that is all I can think about. I know I posted that I kind of like being overdue but I change my mind. I must have just been having a good Monday or something cause yesterday was the complete opposite.

Starting with Delores's nap and my shower I started feeling very nauseous and hot and I had to go lay down for a little while. I had to force myself to get up and I opened the front door to let some cold air in until the heat kicked on cause I didn't want to freeze or burn up Delores. I text ed Andrea, Josh's sister, to come and help me cause obviously I was not going to be able to go full force with Delores if I felt like I was going to throw up or pass out. I also was still having weird pains, so I just felt like I couldn't do it. I made Delores's lunch and got that all ready so she didn't have to worry about that and then when she got there I went and laid down. I tried timing my pains, but they were all over the place, and somewhere after 1:30 I dozed off. I only slept for about 30 minutes and then I got up because I was stiff from laying in the bed. I wasn't very nauseous anymore so I got up to play with Delores and get her dinner made. I was still having pains but I got through it. Andrea stayed until Josh got home from work and then we did bed time and I went and laid back down in the bed. We had dinner in bed and Josh decided we needed to make some type of pregnancy dinner tray that would allow pregnant women to lay down on their side and eat with some type of Velcro attachment for bowls. I don't know, he is always thinking, but he was really just trying to make me smile. I went to bed after "Sex and the City," went off and that was the gist of my day.

Last night Delores got up and wanted a bottle around 11:00. It's odd that she would want one the early in the night, but she did. I think she is programed to get 3 bottles a day and yesterday, because she had lunch late, she only got 2 so she wanted that one in the middle of the night instead of early in the morning.

Today I have no idea what is going to happen. I assume we will just go on with our normal day and I will try not to think about this pregnancy because it is starting to make me depressed.

Sorry these posts lately haven't been very interesting, but I just have no inspiration right now. All I can think about obviously is being in labor. I know my creativity will spark back up after the baby is born, although it might take me a while to get on a schedule so I can blog.

Well, have a good Wednesday everyone!