ill...3 more days

Good morning! Today is Thursday and still no sign of our little one. That's okay though. Delores was born on her due date, a very punctual girl, so maybe this one will too.

Yesterday was interesting. Delores is still teething and she was not in a good mood. She pulled her 30 min nap again yesterday, but her second nap she slept for an hour and a half so I was very happy about that. I wasn't very tired and I kept my cool the best I could up until dinner time when I had to fix her three different things to finally get her to eat. Picky little girl. That is just frustrating because she is very impatient and demanding and getting dinner done while she is awake is very stressful. Last night I was watching teen mom 2 before I went to bed and I realized just how difficult she is. Those moms on there have it so easy and they don't even know it. Even the one with the twins. They are putting on makeup and doing their hair and talking on the phone all while their children are awake and right there with them. I have never made a phone call or attempted to try to put makeup on or do my hair while Delores was awake. She won't allow me to do anything that doesn't involve my complete attention on her. Yesterday she would throw a fit when I told her I was going to the bathroom and she had to walk to come in there with me. God forbid I make the girl use her legs. Sheesh, she is so spoiled. Maybe it's because she's the first for her generation in our family and people won't just put her down and let her act like a normal kid. Well now I'm paying for it cause I have a super clingy child who wants to be carried around every where with a newborn expected to arrive in 3 days who will HAVE to be carried around everywhere. Yay! not. I love how people just do whatever they want to do and don't think about the consequences of their actions on me, josh, and the new baby. They get to have fun and we get what's left.

Okay that's enough for my vent today. Speaking of today, I am going to try to go the the grocery store one last time before this baby gets here. Should be lots of fun. Again, being sarcastic. My mom is going to come help me today so at least I will get some relief. I hope to take me time and not stress myself out, but honestly it's Walmart and I'm gonna have to take Delores with me, and, as I've already stated, she will not be happy when I have to direct my attention to things other than her. I really need to have a more positive attitude today, but I just woke up kind of mad for some reason. I guess it'll get better. Delores is already up so I better go tend to her. 3 more days, hopefully!

Have a good Thursday!